hidayah ariffin!

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Friday, November 13

1:43 PM [sex cells sex cells.]

HEYYAAA~~~ :D

morning! i woke up! like arnd ten by a marching band! okay peassants, the monarch has awaken.

inda nampak? sorry i dnt wna go closer, cz i was in my undies sja. boleh. HAHAHA. they were playing, when the saints go marching in. -__________-. hahahaha.

my week so far;

Monday - i went to see tarantulas, hedgehogs, pythons arah batu bersurat! and they are all for sale. and aku book a white cat. :( hope ada:( havent figured out a name tho :( hmmm. imma work on that!

Tuesday - my kaki was hurting like hell, pasal i climed a bukit masa sunday! and i went jalan sma baby baby baby and ia lanngar kucing. ah shit, kesian, the cat had mata yg two colors, like. one blue one green. lawa wah tu. internal bleeding, but alive till today, friday. me and rie went makan arh cheezbox.

Wednesday - i got my Green slip paper, and i got like a BEEC, but my attendance is 82% wtf. aku punya nama dalam list, and today aku bitchy beyond hll and i was blaming it all arh si rie. kesian ah;/ shitt. aku marah berabis ni hari teusday ani RARRRRRRRRRR.

Thursday - Okay lah sikit. rupanya ada MISTAKE. but i still have to come on SATURDAY punya list meeting. talur. fakdat.... so aku jalan sja sma rie... and he got me a shirt!!!!! with unicorns on it!i love it lah!!!! like a lot lot lot! tapi aku marah lah. why isnt he like... slutty arah aku? :( aku mau slutty rie :( so mean, ia cuma kiss my cheek. hugg aku. HMPHHHHHHHHH. PANGKAH!

okay today... YAWN.

aku mau draw now. i dno why. but i wna DRAW.

Monday, November 9

9:24 PM [bloodbath]

i want a cat. its all i cn think of. pagi, malam, petang, siang, dawn, dusk, twilight, subuh, midnight. HAHAHA majal.

lawa. *nangis darah*. AKU MAU.

passerbys reading my blog. donate me money. im like so bloody poor. i would like fucking sell my organs. but im like so sakit with them. so i am like so out of the list. so sad. :( just give me moneyy :( I BEG YOU. i dnt wna ask frm my dad, pasal i have like 9 cats... and i dnt wna susah kan ia. i did have a talk sma ia. he wud belikan, but i honestly feel bad wah. and i want a male boy persian flat face, solid white with no sealpoints or any birthmark color pun... :(

ahhh. ani lagi lawa... i know i sed i dint want color. cz it wudnt match my room. but this cat wud so match my hair? HAHAHAHAHA.

im bad at censoring. but then i dnt want it to cover 1/4 of my pic. love my new hair. now the annoying japanese tajam one. okay. love it. hate you. lalala. HAHAHAHAHAh.

Sunday, November 8

8:04 PM [only on e!]

isnt it just stupid when dresses dont fit you here in brunei? i hate it when the boobs fit, my ass still rips the dress apart. on most cases, i still rip it, cz im like so fucking bootylicious. SO IL JUST MAKE NEW DRESSES. ONE AND ONLY, SCREW YOU SMALL DRESSES! SCREW UNBOOTYLICIOUS BRUNEIANS for overpopulating!

so. im like gna make my own dresses. yesss!

VERA WANG

aku mau jadi kau, il make pretty dresses too. >=(.

im gna have straight hair now. no more curly wurly hair. :( pasal annoying wah :( and karing ah. :( hmpph. hehehe. my dad is gna buy me leather jeans! OMG! aku mau a leather jacket pulang -_____- ta' papa! :(

nah jadi badass tah ku ni with my leather pants! CHUU CHUUU CHUUU *gun point!

BABY ANI UNTUK KAU!!!!!!!!

Friday, November 6

9:14 PM [-______-]

god, give me a gun.

with unlimited bullets.

pew. pew. pew.

10:02 AM [angry post.]

i woke up at 5. crying in my sleep. its fucked up. i dno what aku mimpi. but now aku angry berabis.

i dno hw t handle this. im like so fucking bottled jua. eh entah eh. aku malas sekolah. i dnt get brunei govt, sure ts like the easiest dalam dunia, but just so theyd know, its the most unaffective.

esh. so i give you tips how to avoid the death of yourself. that is to be less angry with life.

to be less angry, you need to avoid;

PEOPLE WITH NO BRAIN.
because! at times of anger. you say stupid things, of which you will mean, and will offend them. like. iv gone thru this a billion tmes. its like they are running against traffic. like. dari kau(stupid person) cari feud sma aku(angry person) baik tah langgar kan diri mu sama lorry. sekali nangis. eh paling ku banci. nampak sudah org marah ah, jgn tah si buduh kan jadi smart ass kan jadi NABI. inda kau pernah liat TV kah! TV WAH! TEEE VEEEEEE. TALOR TAHHH BANA..................... eh drama banar. sekali curi lines lah dari DVD, like ; why wud you hurt me lah, i cnt forget lah, this hurts lah. eh bodoh! SANAK KU NI LAYAN ORG CANI ANI. NAMBAH STRESS SAJA, even when im not angry.

NEGATIVE PEOPLE

like. ur angry = ur negative. so dont mix sma negative people. WELL I CN NAME SOME ON THE TOP OF MY HEAD. im pretty sure you cn name a few in yours. apakan. i hate it when theyre like, ooo salah tu kau buat ah, masuk neraka kau ni, thats a bad move. YANG BUAT FACIAL BITCH EXPRESSIONS LAGI TAH. -_____- to me, i NEVER wna mix sma these people. kalau inda, ku bunuh ni pakai my own fingers. NOO NEED A KNIFE. ku choke the life out of them.

FAT PEOPLE.
im not being whatever racist. but i am. fuck that. cz FAT people think they have the most insights cz they have gone thru bullshit because people judge them from their physical features of their life... BUT HELLO FATTIE. thin girls pun kena ucap, genya kami inda sappy as much as you! kau ingat HAPPY KAH KENA UCAP TULANG? they think THEY KNOW SO MUCH, you wna fucking slap them sampai mukanya tebalah 100 kali, SMART FAT ASS. oh god. i hate frowning fat faces. BOOO.

TWO FACED BITCHES.
no one is nice, except me. its so annoying. when kau marah, they backstab you later. ah. we all know whos real, whos not. so TRY not t make the same mistakes.
GLASS
maybe its just me. aku break things when im angry. HAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHA. not funny.

i need anger management. im constantly angry -_____________-. its so sad. HAAHA.

so what to do when ure angry?

SLEEP
little damage when you are absent. i do it a lot. usually have a dose of actifed. and sleep the whole day. i just hope my fucktard maid inda buka the door balik balik. mcm bussiness man sja busynya arh bilik ku ah, meliat jubur ku kali. take a picture bitch.
FACEBOOK GAMES
relaxingggggg HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
EAT
not recomended a lot. but. its soothing.
WALK
outside. jgn dalam rumah. krg stean terlepas dalam rumah. or building. whatever.
WRITE YOUR ANGER IN YOUR BLOG.
LIKE ME! HAHAHAAHAH..
GARDENING.
STICKERS! i love stickersss

Wednesday, November 4

9:26 AM [sex and white lies]

hehee. so its been 30 days sudah aku 19. :( being 19 is sexy!

5th Novemeber 2009

hehee. i think kami tgether. i think, i dno. ask him. but if you ask me, HELL YEAH, hes mine. jgn tah setaie gundu inda tau papa. aku sayang tu ia ahhh... but i did ask him one time, he told me he wants t skip the CHILDISH(baie ia hina what i stand for) BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND thing and just go to beng FIANCES (fee~an~ceh) . OH welll. *giddy*. who am i to say, i like the french culture and i like RINGS!!! ALOLOLO. but now kami mcm live the bf/gf rule, but eh, entah eh. its nt some artificial, bf/gf thing like facebook has. whatever lahh. his feels real... alee. shaadap lah. i want the ring!

so baby, aku memang the down to earth type :) but just not this earth. dont you wna make this girl happy SAYANG? HAHAAAH SAYANG? DO YOU?

OKAY, listen closely okay? sayang? HAHAHA. for an engagement ring... iv sorted what i want. so itl be easy fr you t know what t get. bah love you. *rolls eye.

a white gold band. with small assembled diamonds. they usually cost arnd 400-600 kali. i dno. -___-. its simple. and ~~boring~~. but id still love it tho :) lawa kaliahhh. but i prefer the absence of the jagged thingy arh the band ah. :(

eh eh! HELLO PINK DIAMONDS. they say, pink diamonds are because of the million slaves that have died and spilled a bit of their blood to accomodate out lust for vanity. okayyyyyy! WHATEVER! like i care... BOOO. *rolls eye. sapa inda suruh belajar? bah malas tah kamu lagi. malas tah ku ingau, i want a pink diamond ring. I LOVE PINK. bah, either this wah sayangggggg.

or this... woahhh sebagang baby! kalau ani. aku janji clean ur underwear and then aku terikah pun. and aku lap kerusi meja mu pakai cotton bud punnnn. and then aku cuci semua kerita mu. and then aku belawa hari hari... janji b! JANJI!!!!!

B, kalau you buy this, for me. aku janji aku potong otak ku to ever be attracted to other men. :(. and then aku janji inda keluar dari rumah. bekurung ku ni... banar. jadi jelama saja untuk kau. banar. ku urut kau hari hari hari... make ur fav food. beajar cemana baca mind reading. supaya aku tau saja apa kau mau. :(

BABY, kalau baby beli ani. pink diamonds encrusted with other smaller white diamonds i fucking swear t god aku benarkan kau kawin 2 :'''''( HAHAHAHAHAHA. esen ku plg. B, aku suka ani berabisss! HAHAHAHA. BERABISSSS. LAWAAAAA:''''( aku jadi bunian ni. serve kau saja. BANAR WAAAAAH. AKU INDA TIPU WAHHHHHHH. *kuyak my heart out. PLEASEEEEEEEEE. IM BEGGING YOUUUUU. :'''( bah, jgn nada, love you.

this wud be cool, but i think cuma ada 10 kah. i dno. you cn actually kill someone with this... "killer rings". hmmm. BORING. but its hot that ada sikit sja dalam dunia ani.

KAWIN KARANG, lain ring lagi................................... :)

bah sudah. ngaleh ku. -______-. i miss my Hairie Amdan. I loveeee lovee loveee him.

aku mau mandi sama makan.

Tuesday, November 3

8:34 AM [2nd boring blog.]

im blogging again. cz i love my hamster. :(

and my cousins. we are gna have a sushi outing when the o'level-ers finish their Os. hahaha. that sounded really pathetic... outing when the o'level-ers finish their Os. outing when the o'level-ers finish their Os. outing when the o'level-ers finish their Os. outing when the o'level-ers finish their Os. outing when the o'level-ers finish their Os.

HAHAHHA weirdo.

this is napoleon dynamite. my love. my everything. the drug that keeps me from dying, the only reason im breathing. my one and only muse. my joy, my pain, my... my... *stares*. hahaha. see, hes like the sweetest thing ever. he doesnt bite, and when i pick him up, he just closes his eyes, and sleep on my hands. HAHAHAHAH. aku mau main wah! LOL. hes so sweet. all he ever does is eat and sleep. he doesnt even use his wheel-thinga-ma-jig. hes like bigger than edd now, whos like 6months old. i think edd is 4 months. or two. i dno. hes a libra. cz i think i got him after my bday... like on the 16th! theee shalt be thy birthdate!

he likes;

honey and nuts
banana + berries pocket hamster thingy by verse-laga,
bouschard lescaut, cadbury and vanhouten chocolates!!!
oreos
kurma

i know i feed my hamster a lot. :( its so cute when he eats. :( maybe il try ti ajar him makan lamb, i love lamb;/

this is edd. hes really shy, hes like hiding behind my guess bags, old pda (not public display of affection *HAHAH inda cali*), pills and bear. hes so adoreable. like. hes fat as a pig! actually hes ries hamster... but im looking after him, cz rie felt bad masa orkid died. awww. mulah orkid. ;/ add is so sweet. he likes what Napoleon likes. but he eats faster, and stores it all dalam him cheek. TALK ABOUT TAMAK? hes a gray-brown dwarf dove hammie. hes a gemini, like rie. hehehe. look at him, macam pakai gloves. MACAM MICHEAL JACKSON! <3

okay. i tired. rie bagi tau hes gna book twilight new moon as soon as ia keluar! how sweet :(

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